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Wednesday, May 30, 2012

My Madeline....



works my heart like no other......
I have been praying for her so much lately since she has had a difficult time adjusting....
and guess what??? God is changing my heart as He usually does....
I have been easily frustrated, at my wits end ect......
but
I just KNOW as only a Mom can....
that she is going to be just fine....
we were reading tonight her bible story about Jesus choosing Saul
She suddenly said, Mommy I already believe in Jesus
and I know He is always here, as she motioned around her room....
this coming from a child I used to worry about being able to form lasting relationships
which is not the problem
she is afraid those relationships will go away.....
She knows Jesus is not going anywhere

I lay with her tonight and thought " oh ye of little faith" 
He has it even though I don't and never will
Why do we Mom's want to fix and control everything???
and think it is all our fault when life gets rough.....
" Oh ye of little faith"
I'm slowly getting it!!


Matthew 8:26
He replied, "You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm